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Get Your Motor Running
July 1996; the Summer before high school started. It was 3 days before my 14th Birthday when I was introduced to car guy. ‘Just here for the Summer,’ the sound of the motor running, that smile … his nod, and a core memory that would eventually become tainted. Car guy…
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July 29th, 2024
From the most unwell, scared , and broken I had ever been in my life … to the most free feeling, healthiest, and enlightened I have ever been!! That’s what Cancer did for me. At exactly 4:22pm today I completed my last and final appointment with my Oncologist; marking the…
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The Wine Glass 🍷
The truth is that no-one can escape being “fluffed, fluffed over, fluffed off, fluffed around, or just plain ‘ole in need of getting fluffed up,” and it is for this reason the existence of wine was created, but why wine? Catholicism tells us that Jesus turned water into wine, and…
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Hello World!! 💋
“I survived because because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me.” 🔥 Hello World!! 💋
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The other part of my story
One year ago today, was THE BEST LAST day with Nikki. She is the other part of my story. Listen to my podcast on Spotify now.
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As told by my 11 year old son
I read my March 15th blog post about door 🚪 1 and door 🚪 2 to my 11 year old son. B had an interesting response to this experimental writing piece. I will post the full recording on my Spotify pod cast later this Spring. In the meantime, here’s a…
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Tonight’s thoughts from my desk:
Door 🚪 1 – Behind this door you will live a safe life. You will be provided everything you need. You are given only what is defined as essential. Behind this door you find yourself bound to repetition … the ground hog effect. Negative and stagnant cycles in your life…
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Chapter 1 💋 “Don’t Forget Your Shoes”
My 13 year old self should’ve known better. I mean, what good could come from bringing a boy home that resembled the son of Freddy Kruger. I was smitten though. The boy was tall, popular, from another school, and had his ears pierced. I’m pretty sure Kru’s nose was pierced…
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A Question from my desk:
What would you do if you were gifted a second chance at life? Would you do anything over? Would you break generational karma? Would you do it all differently? Me … I vowed to never be sick again; to not allow the influence of others to dictate my life anymore…
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Complex flavor
Tired with a side of spicy 🌶️. That’s my personality these days. Functioning off a 30oz YETI cup of coffee, 3 glasses of water, and regular work related sleep deprivation. It’s not surprising that I have zero tolerance for bu***** , gas lighting, and ambiguity. Don’t get me wrong ……
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A sharing PSA thought from my desk ….
Which activities make you lose track of time? For me … just about anything outdoorsy will make me lose track of time. Take today for instance; I went tree top trekking with my 17,13.5, and 12 year old children. I didn’t check the time, until we were sure that our…
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The Movie Reel
I was watching a movie the other day, and the more the storyline developed … the more I felt like I was in it. As I continued to watch, I was inherently aware that only my eyes were focused on the screen. This movie triggered a memory, and now my…
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Chapter 2 💋 “No one will ever love you”
I love Summer. Of all the seasons, it’s my most favorite. The season of my Birthday; when the days are long, the sun is hot, and the joy of hearing the ice cream truck sending me into a giddy frenzy. A new family moved in across the street from our…