July 29th, 2024

From the most unwell, scared , and broken I had ever been in my life … to the most free feeling, healthiest, and enlightened I have ever been!! That’s what Cancer did for me.

At exactly 4:22pm today I completed my last and final appointment with my Oncologist; marking the end of the longest 5 years of my life. The growth I have experienced in my emotional development has been Olympic sized. I am completely unrecognizable.

The anxiety I felt before my first appointment kept me in a perpetual agitated state. In it, finding distractions to drown out the darkness that filled my thoughts. The endless pep talks inside my head, my codependent behavior, and the physical distractions I needed in order to shield myself from where I was. I did not belong there!!

Today, my anxiety is no longer present, and I work in a Hospital on the CCC, Rehabilitation and Palliative care unit. I TAKE CARE of patients. I am NOT A patient. I am a HEALER! I wished my Oncologist well and told her that I will NEVER see her again!

I no longer have to wait all day to hear the words “All clear.” I have finally made it off the CARN’EVIL’ rollercoaster, and I HOLD ALL the power of two simple words … MY LIFE. I have a universal responsibility to cherish it; to FULLY honor this second chance by living authentically, and to be a beacon of light.

MY LIFE is to help, heal, and live purposefully with genuine intent. This takes patience, self-discipline, practice, and the highest caliber of self awareness. I can tell you honestly … it isn’t easy, but I am a phoenix, unicorn, flamingo, Pegasus vessel for those in need. I will be the voice, the light, the wave, the cloud, the moon and the stars, and I will make DAMN SURE not to get mixed up again in the matrix of disingenuous and unauthentic ways. Oh … and one more thing … don’t take YOUR LIFE for granted. Sending love to you all and a big ‘ole CHEERS TO ME!

xoxo – @scarlettangel777 💋